When things RECEDE...

What day is it? Guess it doesnt really matter because as of late every day is like the weekend. I sit on the couch daily for 6 hrs at least piddling on the internet and painstakingly trying to figure out wtf is next; trying to not watch the stupid morning shows, trying to figure out why Sonny Corinthos is still as hot as he was when I used to watch the "Stories" 10+ years ago and wondering why my dogs bark for 5 minutes after the mail man has already made his delivery. Cabin Fever aint even the diagnosis. Its MUCH more excruciating. I was laid off about 3 weeks ago...maybe a month ago...Ive lost track. I DONT miss the job...but I do miss having somewhere to bullshit for at least 4 hours a day while getting paid for it. You cant always control your destiny. Sometimes you've just gotta let the chips fall where they may and just keep it moving. You dont always have to see the light at the end of the tunnel to know that it will soon be shining brightly.

Another thing that's STILL receding is my love life. I still refuse to have meaningless sex but cant seem to find anyone that I'd want to date, make out with or even let bring my trash to the curb. No boo lovin or baking of cakes. Not a nada. Im feeling the need to bakes a batch of cupcakes and I think it will be sooner than later. JP's runnin like a wild stallion this summer. All kinds of Doxy being exuded. Watch out now!